I have heard of rabbits multiplying left and right, but I must be like one of those darn rabbits. My boyfriend got me pregnant once again! I can't believe it! In a way, I am happy and in another way I am not.

To be honest with everyone, I was pregnant three times within eight months. The first time I was pregnant, I was having not one baby, but two. I was having twins. Yes, the twins were by my boyfriend. He didn't believe that they were his and he wanted me to lose them or not be with him anymore until I did get rid of them. Well, I told him that if I did get of them, he was going with me to get it done and he was going to have the finger pointed at him for KILLING these babies if they are accounted for as his.

Well, I had the abortion. He had dna taken from him to see if the babies were his or not. The dna came back and he was told: "You are the father of these two unborn babies and you killed them!" When he recieved that information, he felt hurt and very upset by what had happened. After that, he was more careful and he said that if I end up pregnant again, he wants me to carry the baby through. He will help me take care of myself during the pregnancy.

Well, the second time I ended up pregnant, I didn't know about it. I was living back with my parents. I happened to have to lose my Mustang because I could not afford it anymore. I started using my parents truck to and from work and to see my boyfriend. After the accident I had with the truck, my parents told me I could not see my boyfriend anymore. When they told me that, I cried myself for three hours or more. I know I cried myself to sleep. When it came between 1am and 1:30am, I had severe pain in my abdomen. I could not lay down, sit up or even sleep on top of that. I called my friend who only lived 5 minutes from my house to pick me up and rush me to the Emergency Room.

Once I got to the E.R. I had a miscarriage. I did not know I was once again pregnant at that time. This was the second time of pregnancy I had went through and lost a third baby. This time, it was not my boyfriend that killed the baby. IT WAS MY GODDAMN PARENTS THAT KILLED THE BABY!! (Sorry, it really hurts to talk about it but I have to let it out!) If they try to upset me again and I end up the same way, I am going to be forced to take my parents to court for abuse. It is a serious problem with my parents. I do not know if any of you are going through parent problems like I am but it is serious.

Well, I do have to admit this second pregnancy was not my boyfriend's baby. It was one of the Mexican guys that works in the Mall where I work in food court. This guy works in a Chinese place called "China Max" and he is/was the father of this baby that was murdered by my parents. He didn't believe that the baby was his until my best friend that took me to the hospital told him the baby was his. I was with this guy from China Max before my boyfriend started seriously getting more serious with me. At that time, my boyfriend wasn't all that serious with me until he knew how much I meant to him for being separated for almost a month after the accident with my parent's truck.

This time, here it is November, 2009 and pregnant again with a fourth baby. Yes, it is four babies! First time pregnant, I was having twins (2). Second time pregnant: (1) and this time which is a third time: (1). Total that: (4) four babies.

Take my advice everyone who wants a baby and or is already pregnant with a baby, please be careful and if you are living in a stressful/abusive environment, GET THE HELL OUT OF THAT ENVIRONMENT! It is not good for you and your health in carrying an unborn child. I am telling you all through experience. GET OUT OF THAT LIFE AND TRY TO MOVE ON!